Apa yang aku nak sebenarnya dalam hidup ni? Aku rasa aku tahu tapi setiap langkah yang aku ambil sebenarnya melukakan hati sendiri? I dont know.. kadar dan waktu dah ditetapkan Allah.. benda itu yang terjadi, maka jadilah,,, I am at the crossroad.. crossroad,,, persimpangan.. i dont know which way i want to take,, at the moment I just hold on to it. Pause. it stops there.
Bila ada kat satu persimpangan diantara banyak2 jalan yang terbuka luas, aku masih tercari-cari mana kah hidup yang benar2 aku nak tujui.. kadang2 aku rasa aku tiada tujuan hidup.. hidup ini terlalu banyak pahitnya dari manis,, puji-pujian tinggi menggunung yang aku dapat dikurniakan wajah yang dikatakan 'cantik' aku terasa kecil hati. bukan tak bersyukur atas kurniaan Ilahi. Alhamdulillah,, tapi hidup ini buat insan seperti aku terlalu banyak yang datang menduga. Kenapakah manusia lain harus menduga hidup aku sampai aku sendiri terasa dilema? Bukan sedih yang berlebihan.. kalau semua ini tak terjadi, maka, aku juga tak suffer seperti ini.. Cantik rupa paras, tak semestinya menikmati kecantikan hidup di dunia yang fana ni.. yang tak kekal selamanya,, salah ke aku ada rupa? aku mula berfikir, berulang-ulang kali.. siapakah sebenarnya tidak bersyukur, aku ke? mereka kah? memiliki rupa paras yang agak ada-ada, people expect me to be PERFECT. what is perfect? apa? aku pun tak tahu.. hanya sedikit kekurangan, terus ditolak habis-habisan..
Yes, my xbf, Shauqi going to be a daddy in April. Sad? yes. i am. why? cuz I have dreams.. the same as what he had with another person. I dont know what I feel really. I am sad. and I dont know how to express my sadness..
Meeting people, new people, doesnt really do me good either. Meet someone who doesnt want commitment with you making me feel so rejected. Kenapa yea? Berjanji dengan orang to marry someone else, and saying things that sesungguhnya sangat pelik.. Janji tapi tak chentha? Macam mana tu? Tahukah, kamu wahai someone, yang someone sebenarnya tak tahu juga jodoh someone dengan siapa? Memang lah mudah mulut berjanji atas dasar konon membalas budi.. namun begitu, jodoh tetap ada bukan? Entah laaa.. aku langsung tak letak harapan. Apa yang ada hanya carpe diem..every moment yang ada, every steps yang ada so that kite boleh lepak sesama, eat together, watch movies together just to kill time.. the agreement sejak mula memang dah begitu.. Aku cuba berbincang, cinta kah ini? ternyata, dia bukan kriteria aku.. jawapan yang aku dapat hanya sebuah ke'senyap'an.. kenapa yea takut sgt kamu nak berkata? takut tersalah? hubungan kite 'hanya kawan' teman tapi mesra pun tidak.. i just care about you and felt lovable when I'm with you. salah ke? aku tiada chentha. kau tak faham.. yes, i love to test you.. if u said u dont love me, its ok.. cuz, we promise to be just friends.
Mempunyai pengalaman yang banyak bukan lah sebenarnya mematangkan fikiran seseorang. perangai masih childish dan melarikan diri seolah-olah bersalah.. yea, akhirnya kebenaran yang aku minta selama ini mula reveal sedikit demi sedikit,, bila sang kekasih someone, mula mencari jawapan daripada aku, maka, aku perlu tahu kebenaran.. namun this someone melarikan diri.. kenapakah? aku tak tahu.. bersalah kah dia? sebab telah menaburkan macam-macam cerita tentang dirinya yang begitu dan begini? ternyata semua itu tak betul kah? dan aku ditipu lagi? Menipu bukan lah sesuatu yang aku suka. Aku benci. Sebab bersama dia, aku amat berterus terang. terus terang itu rasanya best dan sangat manis.. tapi kenapakah certain org tak suke berterus terang? Kerna aku hanya seorang kawan, yang akan mendengar susah dan senang nya.. aku bukan yang istimewa dimatanya..
yea, sesungguhnya, ada benda yang aku harus mengelak bila bersama dia, namun benda itu sudah terjadi, maka jadilah ia.. apa yang berlaku dimasa 2-3-4 minggu sebelumnya adalah suatu benda yang indah namun menyakitkan. both blends nicely for me. tapi aku tidak kisah kerana aku hanya seorang kawan.
Aku harap aku dapat mencapai hatinya.. sepi ke? damai ke? entah aku juga tidak tahu.. Memang tak patut dan tidak adil aku diperlakukan begini sakit. namun someone tetap begitu. senyap sunyi dan sepi...
I am lonely,, but i am happy.. maka salah kah utk aku tahu cerita sebenar untuk aku kembali sunyi dan happy?
I deserve to be the ONLY CHOICE. Not just another chosen option.
Maka, jika aku hanya another chosen option maka, kita bukan berada dalam kotak yang sama.. aku sudah keluar,,,, maka, cerita itu harus berakhir. persahabatan itu harus diakhiri.. mungkin hari ini aku dan someone harus bercerai... esok lusa tak semestinya persahabatan itu akan terjalin kembali..
I missed someone.. bersama someone aku selesa.. namun keselesaaan itu bukan lah lagi menjadi benda yang penting buat masa ini..
Someone, jika kamu baca tulisan bodoh ini, please be fair to me and open up..
Thank you in advance if you want to understand. You know how to find me. I am waiting.. in vain.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Sifat Calon Suami Yang Baik
Copy from somewhere.. let's go through
Jika anda seorang wanita, carilah lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
Jika anda seorang lelaki, jadilah seorang lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
1. Kuat amalan agamanya. Menjaga solat fardhu, kerap berjemaah dan solat pada awal waktu. Auratnya juga sentiasa dipelihara dan memakai pakaian yang sopan. Sifat ini boleh dilihat terutama sewaktu bersukan.
2. Akhlaknya baik, iaitu seorang yang nampak tegas, tetapi sebenarnya seorang yang lembut dan mudah bertolak ansur. Pertuturannya juga mesti sopan, melambangkan peribadi dan hatinya yang mulia.
3. Tegas mempertahankan maruahnya. Tidak berkunjung ke tempat-tempat yang boleh menjatuhkan kredibilitinya.
4. Amanah, tidak mengabaikan tugas yang diberikan dan tidak menyalahgunakan kuasa dan kedudukan.
5. Tidak boros, tetapi tidak kedekut. Tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana.
6. Menjaga mata dengan tidak melihat perempuan lain yang lalu lalang ketika sedang bercakap-cakap.
7. Pergaulan yang terbatas, tidak mengamalkan cara hidup bebas walaupun dia tahu dirinya mampu berbuat demikian.
8. Mempunyai rakan pergaulan yang baik. Rakan pergaulan seseorang itu biasanya sama.
9. Bertanggungjawab. Lihatlah dia dengan keluarga dan ibu bapanya.
10. Wajah yang tenang, tidak kira semasa bercakap atau membuat kerja atau masa kecemasan.
OK.. sekarang, mana mau cari calon yang macam ni?? tak kan nak kena advertise kot? haha.. Lelaki jenis ini, semuanya dah pupus,, tapi org kata, kalau kite nak yang macam ni, perempuan pun kena jadi yang macam ni....betul ke? mungkin,, ada juga perempuan yang betul-betul dah jadi macam yang di atas, dapat lelaki yang tak macam diatas.. jodoh? entah...fikir lah sendiri
Jika anda seorang wanita, carilah lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
Jika anda seorang lelaki, jadilah seorang lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
1. Kuat amalan agamanya. Menjaga solat fardhu, kerap berjemaah dan solat pada awal waktu. Auratnya juga sentiasa dipelihara dan memakai pakaian yang sopan. Sifat ini boleh dilihat terutama sewaktu bersukan.
2. Akhlaknya baik, iaitu seorang yang nampak tegas, tetapi sebenarnya seorang yang lembut dan mudah bertolak ansur. Pertuturannya juga mesti sopan, melambangkan peribadi dan hatinya yang mulia.
3. Tegas mempertahankan maruahnya. Tidak berkunjung ke tempat-tempat yang boleh menjatuhkan kredibilitinya.
4. Amanah, tidak mengabaikan tugas yang diberikan dan tidak menyalahgunakan kuasa dan kedudukan.
5. Tidak boros, tetapi tidak kedekut. Tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana.
6. Menjaga mata dengan tidak melihat perempuan lain yang lalu lalang ketika sedang bercakap-cakap.
7. Pergaulan yang terbatas, tidak mengamalkan cara hidup bebas walaupun dia tahu dirinya mampu berbuat demikian.
8. Mempunyai rakan pergaulan yang baik. Rakan pergaulan seseorang itu biasanya sama.
9. Bertanggungjawab. Lihatlah dia dengan keluarga dan ibu bapanya.
10. Wajah yang tenang, tidak kira semasa bercakap atau membuat kerja atau masa kecemasan.
OK.. sekarang, mana mau cari calon yang macam ni?? tak kan nak kena advertise kot? haha.. Lelaki jenis ini, semuanya dah pupus,, tapi org kata, kalau kite nak yang macam ni, perempuan pun kena jadi yang macam ni....betul ke? mungkin,, ada juga perempuan yang betul-betul dah jadi macam yang di atas, dapat lelaki yang tak macam diatas.. jodoh? entah...fikir lah sendiri
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Wasted, Impossible, B.R.O.K.E.N
I dont know what I feel.. why i felt this way and why am I the one who has to suffer this? I celebrated my birthday last sunday and I seize the day not enjoying every moment of it. Ada apa dengan 10.10.10? Significantly, it was special cuz I am 28 today. 2 plus 8 is 10. I was born on 10-10-1982. 10-10-1+9=10-8+2=10. So?
As I tried hard to recall, it suppose to be the best ever birthday. Unfortunately, it wasnt. Promises that someone made to make my day special, turned out to be the most boring anyone could had. I celebrated my day, with a lot of wishes through my facebook. I got around 40 birthday wishes, thank you so much. But what did I do? Something that is hard for me to explain.
One of the text wishes were from xbf, Ahmad Shauqi.
10-Oct-2010 0002 "Salam. Happy Birthday yg ke 28. Semoga pjg umur, murah rezeki, berjaya dlm semua bdg yg d ceburi. Semoga dirahmati illahi dan d pertemukan jdh dgn org2 yg t'baik dkalangan lelaki. Dan juga x t'putus hbgn 2 insan yg pernah b'cinta (shauqi & safeena). Amin. Jgn buang masa ngn org2 yg x mgkn dpt membahagiakan kita. Jaga diri baik2"
I was speechless. At that time I was with someone who in the future will do the same thing he did. It was painful for me. I felt like I want to call but I hold back. Shauqi asked in the next text "am I the first one to wish you?" I said simple "No. thanks anyway".... am I happy celebrating my birthday? i would answer NO. cuz I know I am just wasting my time being with that person.
There is no need for me to explain who he was.. I guess, the good thing about him is, he told me he cant be with me cuz he's marrying someone else..so, there will be no false hope etc. He told he has to marry because he had promised. No love, etc. I think he's lying just to keep me. He is in a relationship sampai phone pun tutup kan sepanjang i bersama dia.. I wish I have a long talk but he got a headache.. how care and love i have, will never do good. I am worried about his illness. I am so stupid. Shauqi knows about it that's why he texted me like that. Thanks to him, I hesitate to even TRY. I would like to ask something, if that so, why you invited me in? why we still had this conversation? just that you are comfortable with me doesn't mean we can still meet. I had fell.. though I know he is out of my league. I promised to carpe diem with him till the day we cant go on.. cuz loving each other's company what matters. being comfortable makes love grow.. love will transcends... no limit or barrier (Mr. Barrier, I pinjam ur word)..
As I went through my bored and pathetic birthday with no mood to be happy on that day, I texted again '....to just leave it to God cuz we dont know. As a believer, we need to ask God for signs..unless you just dont want to be with me' nuff said. no matter how much I miss you, my heart lights up for you... but my brain still working.. All I need: it's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain turns off and your heart turns on.”
At the moment I have wasted my special day that will never come again, It was impossible to love you, and I am so heart B.R.O.K.E.N
As I tried hard to recall, it suppose to be the best ever birthday. Unfortunately, it wasnt. Promises that someone made to make my day special, turned out to be the most boring anyone could had. I celebrated my day, with a lot of wishes through my facebook. I got around 40 birthday wishes, thank you so much. But what did I do? Something that is hard for me to explain.
One of the text wishes were from xbf, Ahmad Shauqi.
10-Oct-2010 0002 "Salam. Happy Birthday yg ke 28. Semoga pjg umur, murah rezeki, berjaya dlm semua bdg yg d ceburi. Semoga dirahmati illahi dan d pertemukan jdh dgn org2 yg t'baik dkalangan lelaki. Dan juga x t'putus hbgn 2 insan yg pernah b'cinta (shauqi & safeena). Amin. Jgn buang masa ngn org2 yg x mgkn dpt membahagiakan kita. Jaga diri baik2"
I was speechless. At that time I was with someone who in the future will do the same thing he did. It was painful for me. I felt like I want to call but I hold back. Shauqi asked in the next text "am I the first one to wish you?" I said simple "No. thanks anyway".... am I happy celebrating my birthday? i would answer NO. cuz I know I am just wasting my time being with that person.
There is no need for me to explain who he was.. I guess, the good thing about him is, he told me he cant be with me cuz he's marrying someone else..so, there will be no false hope etc. He told he has to marry because he had promised. No love, etc. I think he's lying just to keep me. He is in a relationship sampai phone pun tutup kan sepanjang i bersama dia.. I wish I have a long talk but he got a headache.. how care and love i have, will never do good. I am worried about his illness. I am so stupid. Shauqi knows about it that's why he texted me like that. Thanks to him, I hesitate to even TRY. I would like to ask something, if that so, why you invited me in? why we still had this conversation? just that you are comfortable with me doesn't mean we can still meet. I had fell.. though I know he is out of my league. I promised to carpe diem with him till the day we cant go on.. cuz loving each other's company what matters. being comfortable makes love grow.. love will transcends... no limit or barrier (Mr. Barrier, I pinjam ur word)..
As I went through my bored and pathetic birthday with no mood to be happy on that day, I texted again '....to just leave it to God cuz we dont know. As a believer, we need to ask God for signs..unless you just dont want to be with me' nuff said. no matter how much I miss you, my heart lights up for you... but my brain still working.. All I need: it's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain turns off and your heart turns on.”
At the moment I have wasted my special day that will never come again, It was impossible to love you, and I am so heart B.R.O.K.E.N
Monday, October 4, 2010
perasaanku terhadap perasaanku
memang aku gagal. semuanya yang terjadi kat life aku merupakan suatu kegagalan yang takkan pernah aku jangka. semua kawan2 aku ckp, 'tak sangka ko kena semua ni' perception orang bila melihat aku, adalah suatu kegembiraan.. pengorbanan yang akan berakhir dengan kegembiraan.. lelah dan penat semuanya dah aku lakukan untuk mendapat suatu cinta yang pasti.. memang sound so poyo..tapi itulah hakikatnya. i'll be 28 this weekend tapi aku masih keseorangan dalam kehidupan. ye, aku ada family. tapi apa yang family aku harapkan daripada aku? berkahwin dan mempunyai anak. bahagia dan dapat bersama orang yang dapat membahagiakan aku. but im far away from reaching that goal. my dad the other day talking about my elder brother. yes, ive let him know, my brother was in a relationship and had asked someone to marry him. but along the way discussing about my brother my dad asked about me. what about you? you should get married. my eyes were almost teared to let him know that i have lost the battle in saving my relationship with this guy whom my dad has met. He married someone else. i just got up dont want to discuss about it and I said to my dad, 'I am currently single.. and I dont want to think about it.' I didnt tell my dad what had happened. my mom who knows all mum about it.
My life... since school, was not an easy journey. Not sure am I so popular? or I am but trying to be low profile as much as I can. Lotsa my friends i guess were jealous. correct me if I'm wrong but that was what I felt. xpelah.. dengki2 pon dgn aku, still they are happy now. semua pon dah hampir masuk ank nombor 2. aku ada ank tekak je. ramai yang berjaya.. dulu masa sekolah berlemoih ja, pas grad, semua pakat dok kahwin umur 25, 24.. aku ni dok pulun blajaq tak habis2 heheheh.. anyhoot, they are happy. and me as a friend, menumpang gembira. such a long time, i off myself from contacting them but now, facebook penyambung kaseh.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. dorg semua dah kahwin.. tinggal beberapa kerat jek yang belum. spt aku...my best fren from uitm also dah nak kahwin february thn dpn.. and myb i'll be her bride's maid..maybe... i dont know..
such a crisis in my life, supposedly at my age, i am preparing myself to get married. i mean supposedly, right now, i am married or preparing my wedding. tapi aku masih lagi mendengar lagu dewa 'takkan ada cinta yang lain' or lagu org gile 'lagu cinta' or lagu merajuk boyz II Men 'im doin just fine' or lagu beyoncit 'to the left to the left.. hihi... unfortunate things happen, and love is gone..
bila fikir balik, aku ni tak layak ke disayangi or dipilih. the other day, mom texted me lbh kurang cmni, 'berapa banyak lagi yang na nak kena cuba, kenal hati budi org tapi tak menjadi pon. balik lah cepat. kita bukan kenal pon lelaki tu macam mana. tak serik2 ke?' when i was getting home late lepak with someone.. oh this someone yeah? entah la.. byk sgt krisis.. malas dah.
i am tired actually macam lagu dealova.. 'kerna hati telah letih' itulah yang terjadi.. u sacrified a lot to be with someone.. tapi that someone chose someone else, tak berani nak bagi tahu aku.. malang sungguh.. dia mengaku semua, aku yg terbaik bla bla bla... tapi kau tak pilih aku pon.. i gave my all sacrifice a lot tapi tak kesampaian. regret? tak. sb aku sayang dia. dah janji dgn diri sendiri, apa pon, aku nak dia jadi baik. setia bla bla bla.. biarpun dia curang dan selama 3 thn aku ni hanya org ketiga.. tapi org ke tiga ini yg byk berkorban utk dia smpi dia ckp, 'tak pernah ada org yang menjaga shauqi spt feena jaga shauqi' tapi.....
to be in love with someone skrg susah.. sb aku susah nak jumpa org. bkn tutup pintu hati.. hati ni masih terbuka, walaupun luka tu mmg takkan sembuh macam kanser, aku kena jalani kemo and radio tapi aku masih ingin jatuh chentha..
love, Love is a game that two can play and both win.but i have lost..Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop... and then i have stopped loving someone.. to have met someone and to know someone who so unsure susah jugak.. kenapa org takut sgt dgn aku eh? cinta tu ada tapi....................aku benci tapi..can't we both just love without tapi? tapi itu tapi ini..
the feeling nowadays, so strong and you be miserable by just missing him.. he got his issues to concentrate on.. fine, xpelah.. i let him be.. let him.. i prayed that this time around how have sinned i am, I hope Allah will show me the way. and be lucky again. I know he is out my criteria.. but I guess we have been on the same page. just that he doesnt realised that. being a good investigator on someone's feeling, guys will be guys.. they be with you.. deny everything.. kissed and hugged you.. whisper lovely words you wanna hear.. yet still lying will be their forte.. sad? i am crying.. i cant bear the feeling.. aku pon bkn nak sgt kahwin dgn kau.. aku pon skrgni bkn sgt nak kahwin.. tapi kenapa we lost the battle even the war has not started? letting go is what i am best at.. u said u wanna go with flow, tapi tak go with flow pon.. love let share love, dear!
i want love. I want love, just a different kind, I want love, won't break me down, Won't brick me up, won't fence me in, I want a love, that don't mean a thing, That's the love I want, I want love..
just that I have put my promised that I will not break. you can count on me!
My life... since school, was not an easy journey. Not sure am I so popular? or I am but trying to be low profile as much as I can. Lotsa my friends i guess were jealous. correct me if I'm wrong but that was what I felt. xpelah.. dengki2 pon dgn aku, still they are happy now. semua pon dah hampir masuk ank nombor 2. aku ada ank tekak je. ramai yang berjaya.. dulu masa sekolah berlemoih ja, pas grad, semua pakat dok kahwin umur 25, 24.. aku ni dok pulun blajaq tak habis2 heheheh.. anyhoot, they are happy. and me as a friend, menumpang gembira. such a long time, i off myself from contacting them but now, facebook penyambung kaseh.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. dorg semua dah kahwin.. tinggal beberapa kerat jek yang belum. spt aku...my best fren from uitm also dah nak kahwin february thn dpn.. and myb i'll be her bride's maid..maybe... i dont know..
such a crisis in my life, supposedly at my age, i am preparing myself to get married. i mean supposedly, right now, i am married or preparing my wedding. tapi aku masih lagi mendengar lagu dewa 'takkan ada cinta yang lain' or lagu org gile 'lagu cinta' or lagu merajuk boyz II Men 'im doin just fine' or lagu beyoncit 'to the left to the left.. hihi... unfortunate things happen, and love is gone..
bila fikir balik, aku ni tak layak ke disayangi or dipilih. the other day, mom texted me lbh kurang cmni, 'berapa banyak lagi yang na nak kena cuba, kenal hati budi org tapi tak menjadi pon. balik lah cepat. kita bukan kenal pon lelaki tu macam mana. tak serik2 ke?' when i was getting home late lepak with someone.. oh this someone yeah? entah la.. byk sgt krisis.. malas dah.
i am tired actually macam lagu dealova.. 'kerna hati telah letih' itulah yang terjadi.. u sacrified a lot to be with someone.. tapi that someone chose someone else, tak berani nak bagi tahu aku.. malang sungguh.. dia mengaku semua, aku yg terbaik bla bla bla... tapi kau tak pilih aku pon.. i gave my all sacrifice a lot tapi tak kesampaian. regret? tak. sb aku sayang dia. dah janji dgn diri sendiri, apa pon, aku nak dia jadi baik. setia bla bla bla.. biarpun dia curang dan selama 3 thn aku ni hanya org ketiga.. tapi org ke tiga ini yg byk berkorban utk dia smpi dia ckp, 'tak pernah ada org yang menjaga shauqi spt feena jaga shauqi' tapi.....
to be in love with someone skrg susah.. sb aku susah nak jumpa org. bkn tutup pintu hati.. hati ni masih terbuka, walaupun luka tu mmg takkan sembuh macam kanser, aku kena jalani kemo and radio tapi aku masih ingin jatuh chentha..
love, Love is a game that two can play and both win.but i have lost..Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop... and then i have stopped loving someone.. to have met someone and to know someone who so unsure susah jugak.. kenapa org takut sgt dgn aku eh? cinta tu ada tapi....................aku benci tapi..can't we both just love without tapi? tapi itu tapi ini..
the feeling nowadays, so strong and you be miserable by just missing him.. he got his issues to concentrate on.. fine, xpelah.. i let him be.. let him.. i prayed that this time around how have sinned i am, I hope Allah will show me the way. and be lucky again. I know he is out my criteria.. but I guess we have been on the same page. just that he doesnt realised that. being a good investigator on someone's feeling, guys will be guys.. they be with you.. deny everything.. kissed and hugged you.. whisper lovely words you wanna hear.. yet still lying will be their forte.. sad? i am crying.. i cant bear the feeling.. aku pon bkn nak sgt kahwin dgn kau.. aku pon skrgni bkn sgt nak kahwin.. tapi kenapa we lost the battle even the war has not started? letting go is what i am best at.. u said u wanna go with flow, tapi tak go with flow pon.. love let share love, dear!
i want love. I want love, just a different kind, I want love, won't break me down, Won't brick me up, won't fence me in, I want a love, that don't mean a thing, That's the love I want, I want love..
just that I have put my promised that I will not break. you can count on me!
Lagu cinta Dewa 19-----lagu orang gile macam aku!
aku jatuh cinta, tuk ke sekian kali
baru kali ini kurasakan cinta sesungguhnya...
tak seperti dulu...
kali ini ada pengorbanan
cinta bukan sekedar kata-kata indah
cinta bukan sekedar buaian belaian peraduan...
samudera cinta dari palung hati
tak terukur dalamnya hingga saat
perpisahan tiba...
mengundang air mata
atau secuil penyesalan
cinta bukan sekedar kata-kata indah
cinta bukan sekedar buaian belaian peraduan...
cinta adalah ruang dan waktu
datang dan menghilang
semua karunia sang pencipta
mungkinkah kamu sedang menatap bulan?
bulan sabit yang sedang kupandangi
mungkinkah kamu menangis diatas bintang khayalku
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maafkanlah cinta...atas kabut jiwa
yang menutupi pandangan kalbu
cinta bukan sekedar kata-kata indah
cinta bukan sekedar buaian belaian peraduan...
cinta adalah ruang dan waktu
datang dan menghilang
semua karunia sang pencipta
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manusia kadang khilaf
dan khilaf itu adalah manusia
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