She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
Can't find a better man
Betterman. I came across this song through radio... nice retro from pearl jam. retro? yea... lagu lama... haha.. lies, said she's in love but she lied. in reality she cant find a better man... goes over and over again. there are fakers out there who fake to love. How to fake to love? I am quite afraid if i came across those persona. Personally, i had met fakers. FAKE. kenapa kena fake kan something yang best? kan best just love aje. Love will never end. Sometimes I am so sick to talk about love. What is REAL love anyway?
This year, the begnning of the year, I met a guy. Nice guy i must say. And hesitate at the same time. Honestly, ive wrote about him like 3 entries tapi i put them as draft now. Malas lah.. kecoh ar sekalian alam. Sampaikan ada yang terus assume aku ini begini dan begitu macam kenal sgt lah si Aku ni..
Tapi memang betul, dalam kita bercinta, akan ada datang, dibawa ketempat-tempat yang selalu membawa si polan yang dah di PANGKAH (Xgf, Xbf) biasalah tu. ayat2 cinta pun sama.. lebih kurang. memang ikutkan aku kurang berkenan. Kalau boleh, if you are in a NEW relationship, barukan semua nya sekali!
Yes, i did bring him to places ive been with my x. Contoh, shopping. my x and i suke shopping. tapi gasakkan je, che polan tak prefer to shopping. bawak. pasan muke! haha.. well, some places he brought his X while dating, gue tak kisah pon nak kecoh kan... so WHAT THE BIGGIE DEAL? SO WHAT?
anyway, i dont know exactly bila kah sebenarnya aku ni declare dengan dia. menjadi orang dewasa, we tend to just understand. faham sendiri. tahu2 esok dah teringat. tau2 esok dan rindu. tau2 esok dah sayang2. tau2 esok dah berchentha? masih rasa dalam mimpi..
But datang satu ujian. sebulan lamanya cuba resolve, and sebulan tu nak kata tunggu, aku tak tunggu...
